I am not sure why the site logged me out earlier. I didn't realize it had, so that anonymous reply, that was me. Must have been the internet on my phone at work being crappy.

I should add that I know that the demands on your time are greater than the ones on mine, and I understand that. I'm not trying to tell you that you have to do as much for the stories as I do because I know I'm faster and rather insane, but I really have come to resent the time you spend on fanfiction, and though I told myself I'd be patient and that it was a part of your process, I do not want to compete with that to do this story, and I don't like the way I feel about it. I'm not sure how to remedy that because I can't ask you to give up a part of your process. I just don't feel like I can compete with everything else... and I don't want to. I'd rather let the stories go than be a naggy clingy cowriter, but I feel that's all I am anymore.