Writing into the Abyss, Part II

[scribblemyname]

I did know what froze me up on writing my chaptered fanfics after a while, and it's weird to admit this, but here it is: they were too long.

When I realized it was going to take more than 100 chapters to wrap up some of those stories, my brain and muse froze up and it suddenly became very, very hard to keep writing. It was easier when I didn't realize that and could just scribble into the abyss, not knowing, not caring how many words it would take me to reach the end. I cannot tell you how liberating it is to not know.

And you know what? I think that's what happened to the Story from Inferno as well. I realized how much work and words were involved and almost got over it before my brain went too much, too much, too much—I'm scared.

Some writers write scared. It drives them, keeps them writing. I don't. Never have. Never have been able. Scared freezes up my brainpower and even if I know exactly what should come next, I don't write it. If I don't know what comes next, that suddenly becomes an ultra-handy excuse to let it go and hack away at something else while nibbling every now and then on the overwhelming, too long story. And I wonder why I've only ever finished one satisfactory novel. :shakes head ruefully at self:

There is no commitment to the abyss. It is like life, only visible one step at a time, and with infinite possibilities for continuing or coming to a satisfactory end. We live by moving forward. There is commitment once a story rears itself out of the abyss and shows its overall shape. Suddenly, I feel obliged to make the story fit that shape, reach that end satisfactorily. There's pressure.

I've been thinking about how to take that pressure back off. Cross your fingers for me or share your tips if you have any. It's time to throw a few stories back into the abyss.

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Comments

Re: Kingdoms and Thorn: Abyss Looking Back [2/2]

[scribblemyname]

Of course, you'd pick something that doesn't shrink to comment-size real well. :shakes head and smiles ruefully: I've been hammering out all the different potential solutions and they are all so drastic that I hadn't got it wrangled right yet. I'll see what I can do.

http://lianamir.com/seven-days To the left of the page.

Thanks for the mention!

Re: Kingdoms and Thorn: Abyss Looking Back [2/2]

[pygmymuse.livejournal.com]

Well... It's not so much the length as the importance of the ending to me. I don't want to read about her dying, so... yeah, had to ask. You don't have to do it as a comment fic, but that's the part I admit concerns me most.

Right. Those prompts. I shouldn't have forgotten.

You're welcome. It wasn't a very big one, but I couldn't talk about the song without mentioning what you'd written.

Re: Kingdoms and Thorn: Abyss Looking Back [2/2]

[scribblemyname]

Well, if you want the short answer, no. I really do hate killing off my characters. Like, hate, hate.

Re: Kingdoms and Thorn: Abyss Looking Back [2/2]

[pygmymuse.livejournal.com]

The short answer is a relief.

Yeah, I'm not big on killing off mine, either. I've done it a few times, threatened to a lot, but I don't usually do it. It's hard to picture the death of someone that you know as well as a character, someone who is in a way a friend, though I admit sometimes death would be kinder than at least part of their backstory in some cases.